12 MONTHS OF MADNESS: Selected Poems and Prayers

On the cover of the poetry book, 12 MONTHS OF MADNESS, is an author photo. The image reminds me of the film "2001: A space odyssey." Nelson peers at us, trapped in some otherworldly helmet, like a man on a dangerous journey. It's a fitting image. In the author's note, he explains that he wrote these poems during the worst days of the Covid pandemic when he experienced severe depression and hospitalization. This book is how he wrote his way out of madness. It is unique as truly a book of pandemic poetry.The voice in this book is consistently humorous, child-like and touching. But also terribly raw and vulnerable. "Asylum Seeker" gives an up-close view of the hospitalization.I decide to go all Greta GarboThis is my spot, my cueHow did they know I was ready for my close-up?Curses, screaming, sobbingFace in my hands"I will die here, screaming hatred and anger!How dare you!I should have killed you when I had the chance!. . .A random lady asks why I'm hereThrough my mask I say,"I can't remember.It's such a long story; you had to be there"The poems cover a range of topics. If I had a criticism it would be that the book feels at times like disparate pieces rather than a guided tour through the pandemic and the mental unwellness it triggered. But since when is madness orderly? From the giddy joy of growing up ("We stand in a row/ Like big boys / Like triplets.") to proselytizing with his missionary family in the forests of Brazil in "Jesus Saves":"Are you all better, Mama?"I watch her pick up a frying pan."It's a miracle, Georgie. Jesus heard you."Jesus heard you. Like your inner buddha hears you. (The poet talks about the healing power of his Buddhist faith.) Nelson has taken his inner turmoil and transformed it into something humane and encouraging. He has turned his poison into medicine.-- Dwight Okita, author of "Crossing with the Light" and "The Hope Store."